Been busy this CNY .. as in working.. haha trying to work towards the $0.20 increment for the HSBS Women Champion . . And was actually been attractive to all but less and less staff are giving up cuz working 3 days per week isnt that easy to make it for the students having exams these few weeks.
But anyway, this sem really super hard.. though only 5 modules!! I can say really thanks to God that i’ve made through last sem. Results were not that bad but wasnt that good as well (but it’s fine, cuz i dun expect that gd anyway) haha.. And i actually decide to focus more on working? or study ? Haiz, and actually for my youth gp, i intend to contribute only to my small gps rather than the bigger ones, had tried to explain to my xty, but the more i explain, the more misunderstandings . . which i dun want. So wat can i do? I’m encouraging pp to join my youth but myself couldnt contribute much so become less convincing.. Haiz, now start to understand fren like jingwen those days she used to be so on in youth but due to her studies, she became less active. I finally understand . .
I’ve got other things to contribute and i don’t want to explain to others wat is my priority because they will start advising me alot of wat i shld do shldnt do etc.. But i had been listening to their advise since young and for now, couldnt i decide myself of wat i am suppose to do? Is it because they feel that i am still immatured? Maybe they are right in certain ways.. . . But everyone is still growing and wat’s the definition of ‘mature’ ? Everyone doesnt define the same meaning. And i have to go along with so many different people?
OF course NOT !!!!
